Sunday, July 26, 2009

More Pain for What Gain ??


Ok, I'm confused. Let me tell you the story. Yesterday morning I went out with a couple of friends form work fishing. We got done at around 11 or so and I started to have a headach. Well I got home and tried to sleep it off. I woke up and it was a full blown migrain, throwing up and all. So I went to the walk in clinic with 5 min to spare and he sent me to the E.R. While at the E.R. with a migrain I statred to have kidney stone pain. So hear I am with a migrain and pasing a kidney stone at the same time. I have to wonder what is the point of all of this physical pain I have been going through recently. I thought after the surgery I would be back to my old self but just a little better but then Bamm right in my face is the worst pain you could ever imagine. It would be like giving birth and in the middle of the delevery somebody hit you over the head with a hammer. I took the day off and have been feeling better now but just scared of what is to come. I don't like hospitals anymore thats for sure. I wonder what God has in store for me, is he getting me ready for something ?? Something to do with pain ?? I dont know but it would be nice if it could stop, at least just for a week or two. Now Brandi won't let me do anything around the house today. I guess out of fear I will break...lol.